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For 10 years 14-24 I blasted anything I could get daily smashing it , school , work anywhere  . Ended up with a massive heroin and crack habit , dealing it , doing all kinds of terrible things in the name of . Put that behind me and after 7 years clean trained as a drug and alcohol worker . Been off all that s**t almost 20 years now !

 

funny thing I never miss any drug I was  physically  addicted to but dream about smoking weed and sniffing Charlie . I stopped weed years before I stopped any other drug because of psychological s**t it gives you .  And I never did sniff much coke in comparison to the amount of crack I smoked so I dunno why I crave powder.

 

Im resigned to the the fact I will always take illicit substances of some sort , Ive lived completely clean T-total for 6  consecutive  year of my adult life (after my only kid was born )and I’m proud of that but it was s**t !

obviously I like peds ( a small portion of my gear use is for personal wellbeing as I see it ) I like Benzodiazepines, pharma opiates on occasion, alcohol has never been a problem but I can really drink heavily when I want to . But I can and do go months and months without any of it (I think I enjoy exercising my control over it) 

 

if it was was my last day and money was no object ?? I think I would accidentally overdose before the clock ran out . I would  do it all one last time.

 

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On 18/10/2018 at 5:45 PM, DLTBB said:

Dabbled with most recreational drugs. My favourite was probably ketamine. It’s chilled and gets me on a nice wave. GBL/GHB was also mint. Weed makes me feel like I’m going to die. Acid/mushrooms are too intense. Coke makes me really agitated. MDMA is amazing but not something I could do regularly or outside of an event, same with speed. So yeah, it’s going to have to be K. 

The only bad thing with K is the lack of bad things of with K, I have to be careful with getting large amounts in stock or im like an extremely confused Henry the hoover until I run out haha

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32 minutes ago, jointhecrazy said:

The only bad thing with K is the lack of bad things of with K, I have to be careful with getting large amounts in stock or im like an extremely confused Henry the hoover until I run out haha

I’ve been getting some stomach cramps with it the following morning recently, going to tone it down a bit I reckon. 

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11 minutes ago, DLTBB said:

I’ve been getting some stomach cramps with it the following morning recently, going to tone it down a bit I reckon. 

Never had them there K cramps, having said that tho my piss the morning after a binge is a colour I've not seen after any amount of dehydration or DNP which does make me worry haha

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Mdma for me. Only take it a few times a year at most at big events. Get bad hangovers from booze but with md only side effects are hugging everyone in proximity and chewin the face of myself! One downside though is the circle of folk I mix with think I'm odd when I turn down coke and all the rest at the parties afterwards but tried coke before and not my scene no comparison to mdma other than the fact that it can probably be used more regularly without bad side effects. 

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1 hour ago, jointhecrazy said:

The only bad thing with K is the lack of bad things of with K, I have to be careful with getting large amounts in stock or im like an extremely confused Henry the hoover until I run out haha

Not trying to lecture, as I've done more drugs than good for you, to the point MDMA, just keeps me awake without any of the other effects but look into bladder problems and Ketamine, you don't want to be suffering that s**t.

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1 minute ago, Denied said:

Not trying to lecture, as I've done more drugs than good for you, to the point MDMA, just keeps me awake without any of the other effects but look into bladder problems and Ketamine, you don't want to be suffering that s**t.

No mate wholeheartedly agree, I've abused mdma to the point now where all I get is stimulation and anxiety too! That's why I don't get ket in regularly, the odd binge now and then but f**k pissing bits out my bladder out mate heard all about that stuff that's why me head goes when I see the colour of my piss after a bender and lay off it for a few months haha

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48 minutes ago, jointhecrazy said:

Always starts up with a manic clean of the house and ends with a depraved porn binge, next day don't know whether to be proud of the housework or ashamed of the depravity I end up damaging my nads to

LoL

Used to do same thing years ago...

Nowadays just take my cock out to see what happens :D

 

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12 hours ago, jointhecrazy said:

The only bad thing with K is the lack of bad things of with K

Except for kidney and bladder damage, of course :whistling:

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