22nd June
Today’s pre-training motivation:
Creeping Death Week 5, Session 5 (Pull - Pump):
60 seconds rest in between sets unless specified otherwise.
Cardio Work:
- 30 minutes maximum incline treadmill power-walk at 135-145 BPM
- 30 minute cycle
Core:
- Decline bench leg raise 4 x failure
- Decline sit-up 4 x failure
Pull Session:
- Seated cable row 4 x 12 - Hard squeeze and contraction with each rep to get some blood in. Used neutral grip.
- Straight arm push-down 4 x 8 superset with supinated pull-down 4 x 8 - Used individual D-handle for pull-downs. Driving elbows down forcefully with each rep. Great pump and probably my favourite superset for back.
- Prone shrug 4 x 10 - Still getting used to these. Hadn’t done them before running this split.
- DB curl 4 x 8 - Palms facing up the whole time. Big contraction with each rep.
- Hammer curls 4 x 12 - Forearms were fried after these.
All done.
Weather is still great. Worked from home today so spent some time at the table in the back garden working in the sun. Nice to get some fresh air.
Visited the Doctor’s office to have bloods taken. He’s going to attempt to fast-track my next appointment but I’m not getting my hopes up. I called the hospital recently and they claim they will try to get me in at some point before the end of July. Had a chat with him about feeling like I’ve been in a bit of a slump mentally recently. Obviously the first thing he recommended was antidepressant drugs, but I’ve got no interest in using them. I think a big part of it is the fact that I don’t feel in control and my future is uncertain with the health issues and the waiting around. Similar feeling to when I was waiting for my court date and sentencing a few years ago. I like to be in control and know what the future holds. When I don't, I feel stressed.
I’m going to try to take more time to relax and avoid stress. I’m sure I’ll feel much better when I know I’m making progress getting my colitis under control once I’ve seen a specialist and so on. Until then, I need to do things in my control to live a stress-free life. Making sure to get enough sleep and keeping my diet as clean as possible now.
He said he can possibly fast track me if he suggests I’m showing symptoms of bowel cancer, but I’d rather not tempt fate with the C word just to speed things up.
Going to throw some quarter pounders in the Air Fryer shortly. Toasted bun, cheese, grilled onions, pickles, ketchup and mustard with a side of sweet potato fries. Should be good. Haven’t ate much at all today.