Random autism from me that I typed up when I had some free time earlier.
Improving Mental Health
Quick summary I’ve put together. When new year rolled around, my resolution was to take steps to improve my mental health as I still felt the odd wave of stress and anxiety creeping in. Nothing compared to before I went to prison but still intrusive and could put me in to a negative headspace without warning sometimes.
Social Media
I was spending a lot of time on social media and mindlessly flicking through stories of people I didn’t know or care about. I set screen timers on my phone to limit my use and unfollowed or muted stories from anybody not in my immediate circle. I also unfollowed/blocked news accounts because I was sick of reading about COVID, war and other depressing stories. This caused me to spend less time on Instagram and the time I did spend on there, I was connecting with my actual friends and family. The rest of the time I usually would have spent online, I spent with friends/family or productive online activities like listening to podcasts, researching etc.
Journaling
I didn’t like the sound of it to begin with but I gave it a go and downloaded a journal app on my phone. It was basically an opportunity for me to reflect on my day and highlight what went well, what could have gone better, who pissed me off and so on. It definitely benefitted me and helped me get things off my chest. I guess this online journal is an extension of that in a way but allows me to get feedback from others who are likeminded too, which is even better.
Organising
I downloaded a to-do list app on my phone and used it to track any small tasks I needed to complete for the day. It helped me stay on top of things, prevented me from procrastinating and I got a mini dopamine hit each time I ticked something off. I felt better when I was on top of things and it saved me the stress of having multiple tasks or deadlines creeping up at once.
Exercise
More specifically, cardio. Getting my heart rate up and working up a sweat makes me feel good and I feel like I’ve accomplished something afterwards. It’s also a great tool for longevity as somebody who uses gear and has helped me to improve my health, lower my blood pressure and resting heart rate and improve my endurance in resistance training too.
Remove Alcohol/Drugs
Any time I’ve been in trouble in my life, alcohol has been involved. I don’t particularly enjoy it, so I stopped drinking for the sake of it to conform on nights out with mates. Same with recreational drugs. Always felt depressed for days after using them, effected my focus, routine etc. so I cut them out entirely. Still use PEDs as you know but limited my use on them in comparison to my old cycles and took more of a longevity based approach.
Prioritise Sleep
I was bad for staying up until all hours. I’d wake up at the last minute in the morning and feel really tired. I’ve established a bit of a sleep routine and try to get to bed earlier, reduce my screen time, make sure the room is cool and dark, minimise background noise and it generally helps with sleep quality. I wake up 30 minutes earlier and try to be a bit more productive and make a nice breakfast to give myself the best start to the day.
I’m probably forgetting a couple of points which I’ll edit in later, but the result of doing this is I have more energy, I’m engaging with less useless/negative media, I feel fitter and healthier, I’m getting more done and I’m not letting issues and problems fester and grow. All small changes but combined they’ve made a good difference to how I think and how I feel.