18 months off now.
No, didn't get the results I wanted looking back.
Size, others commented all the time but I never felt big or anything other than normal.
Strength went up for sure but not as much as id of thought, maybe 10-20kg across the board, big movements that is. Felt my Delts were the most effected.
Others saw me bigger stronger etc, like I said everyone who saw me day to day always commented and also got comments off random people (queuing up to go watch football etc security would comment)
Mentally, tren f**ked with me tried it twice only managed 7 weeks then 4 weeks vowed to never touch the stuff again sent me mental and couldn't sleep for 2 weeks whilst it was wearing off the 2nd time round.
Erm maybe got more respect off people, liek I said I was never massive strong or anything but I could tell others were staring at me when it was summer and I'm sweating like a pig with a vest on and my Delts popping etc, probably the sweat patches looking back...
Changes in my life.... Definitely unfit, I didn't do cardio back then so I can't 100% say its down to the steroids however when I was just less heavy on steroids like when I cut I felt healthier and could hold a conversation walking whereas when I was bulked up to my heaviest (196lbs at 5ft9 but average I'd say was about 186 eating maintenance/getting protein in and just eating whatever else but 80% healthy veg fruit no processed) I was out of breath walking and talking.
Tough one... Would I take them again or do things differently... I reckon I'd of not bothered however being smaller now due to off gear (pfp is recent condition size 170lbs) I do often think right do things differently now don't pile so many calories in, modest 300mg cycle just for the enhanced test but nothing like before (900-1200mg total weekly dosages then 100\125mg cruises for like 18-24months at a time) maybe it'd work.
Felt my best around 13 stone (182lbs) that was a mix between having decent abs nothing amazing. But also having strength size vascularity definition etc, so if I do jump back on again I'll shoot for around this weight and eat maintenance (+-200cals) with progressive overload and try slowly slowly gain oppose to smashing 4-5k cals a day and bulking then down to 2k and cutting 20lbs....learnt a lot since then definitely wasted a lot.