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    blade1989 reacted to ironman1985bcn in Bulk or cut? Pics   
    the question you should make yourself is: Why would I want to bulk, and what would I really get from it?

    Get in shape, then decide.
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    blade1989 reacted to smiddy444 in Steroids are bad for your health :)   
    Just a quick note on the Zyzz thing. It wasn't gear, or at least not gear alone. Zyzz didn't even have the classic undiagnosed heart condition which sadly kills so many young guys each year, he had a diagnosed congenital heart condition (his brother has the same issue) yet he chose to ignore it. He wasn't on cycle at the time he died, but was on DNP, and cocaine, and had been drinking heavily, was severely dehydrated, and went in a sauna, in Thailand, in the height of summer. All that on top of having a dodgy heart and a history of heart-related episodes. He basically committed suicide.
    However, your post still stands, and is VERY important for people to take note of. Like you say, all those issues can be controlled or mitigated if you're sensible and look after yourself. The reason I put the Zyzz thing first though, rather than as an afterthought, is because I feel that so many guys see the "Zyzz died because he was a roidhead" stuff, do some reading, find out that wasn't the major issue, and think "well in that case, all the health stuff must be bullshit". It isn't, at all, as you say. 
    But much like the Leah Betts story in the 90s, it does worry me that trying to simply scare people (not you, the media) is actually leading to people thinking it's a load of rubbish, and instead rebelling against it. I know guys who likely would use gear far more carefully and see a doctor, etc, but they don't because "doctors are all just trying to scare you out of using and they'll feed me a load of crap to put me off it", which I know is not the case at all.
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    blade1989 reacted to Endomorph84 in Quick Question   
    Same goes for Bolt in running. I can’t  believe they can be that fit/ fast/ strong, being at the peak of evolution and not be taking something. 
    Same goes for Bradley Wiggins. He swears he’s never touched a PED (including blood doping and EPO) but is one of, if not the most decorated British cyclists.  
    Same goes for rugby players. They’re all jacked, even some props and hookers nowwa days.
    I understand there’s a massive degree of sport science and nutrition involved  and I’m not taking anything away from anybody here, but all of the above have one thing in common, they just have not been caught. 
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    blade1989 got a reaction from Endomorph84 in 2 weeks into cycle, help needed   
    @Endomorph84
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    blade1989 got a reaction from Endomorph84 in 2 weeks into cycle, help needed   
    Hey!!
    I had earlier posted about me travelling while on cycle. Well, that trip has been postponed, so right now when i'll be leaving for the ride i'll be in my 6th week, so how should i go about my diet.
    Doing a Test C/Anavar cutting cycle 
    Just a recap, i am riding for 2 weeks, should i extend my cycle and eat in deficit or eat at maintenance for 2 weeks???
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    blade1989 got a reaction from Endomorph84 in 10 week cutting cycle, but some issues   
    That was the plan, but even after losing, i look the same..
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    blade1989 reacted to Endomorph84 in 10 week cutting cycle, but some issues   
    Nice and steady mate
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    blade1989 got a reaction from Endomorph84 in 10 week cutting cycle, but some issues   
    It would be a fresh cycle.. Ive been cutting naturally for 10 weeks, lost 7 pounds... over the course of 10 weeks ive lowered my cals, so would be starting at that number itself
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    blade1989 reacted to Endomorph84 in 10 week cutting cycle, but some issues   
    You’ll be fine mate, promise. People read into all this far too much. 
    I pinned 1ml TestE 17th March, then nothing until yesterday morning (1st of April) where I started my next blast. 
    Apart from a bit of jet lag I’m sweet. Yesterday’s and today’s workouts were fine. Hit PBs both sessions. 
    You could probably do with the rest. Enjoy your time away from the gym. 
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    blade1989 got a reaction from Endomorph84 in 10 week cutting cycle, but some issues   
    My main concern is would my hard work go to waste if i take a 2 week break right after my cycle... 
    Because i wont even be on my PCT as it would be a time where Test is just exiting my system. and i wont be working out, just riding my motorcycle.. Diet wise i'll be strict atleast 90% of the time
    Tren I think i'll just not use this time, everyone is telling me that,.
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    blade1989 reacted to Endomorph84 in 10 week cutting cycle, but some issues   
    I’ve just come back from holiday mate and didn’t workout for 2 weeks. I’ve picked up in the gym exactly where I left off and lifts are still going up. 
    What are your worries/ concerns about not training for 2 weeks mate?
    Drop the Tren mate, does nothing good for your cardio/ respiratory system. I got out of breath at times just walking upstairs and I’m fit. 
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    blade1989 reacted to Ajinkya in Adding EQ to my bulking cycle   
    I think 1g is too much.. I’ve not used it either but read a lot of people use it between 400-600 for 12-16 weeks.. his cycle is conservative but I feel it’s good 
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    blade1989 reacted to monkeybiker in Ex had schizophrenia but its still making me depressed   
    https://psychcentral.com/news/2010/07/07/relationship-breakup-similar-to-addiction-withdrawal/15375.html
    You need to go cold turkey, no communication no looking at pictures, no looking at social media......................................
    At the moment you are just being pathetic, stop being pathetic.
     
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    blade1989 reacted to Ajinkya in Oxandrolone/Bayer Schering Pharma (Anavar)   
    I don’t know if any pharma makes anavar.. I think oxandrin is the one which is pharma it come s in 2.5mg tabs.. 
    rest i dont know if I can say it or no.. 
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    blade1989 reacted to Jack of blades in Ex had schizophrenia but its still making me depressed   
    That sounds a really sad story. If you still have feeling for her and want her then I suspect you have tried to get her back. Sometimes though things are just not ment to be, people just drift apart especially when your young, your still young and you most certainly can feel that way you feel about her with someone else even though it might not feel like it. If you've tried to get her back and she doesn't want to get back with you then it's time to move on you, you can't force someone to be with you so why dwell on something that's out your control but I suppose the biggest question is let's say if you did get back with her could you cope with her? You have to think about that after all it's her condition that made you's split up In the first place and let's be honest everyone hearing your story will think you will have such a hard struggle to live with someone with that condition but everyone is different some people can live with a partner like that can take the burden (not sure if that's the right word). That's something youv got to think about, youv got one life do you struggle? Or do you go out and own life finding a new a girl? 
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    blade1989 reacted to simonboyle in Ex had schizophrenia but its still making me depressed   
    Hard to do, bit keep away from negative people. Regardless of her issues, the harsh truth is she took advantage of you.
    Mentally ill people can still be arseholes.
    She is one.
    Adjust your view. Bang someone else. Have some fun.
    It works. You'll move on.
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    blade1989 got a reaction from anna1 in Ex had schizophrenia but its still making me depressed   
    Im trying alot. i dont know why is it so difficult for me. She was something else. I hope i do.. This was maybe a fact what you just said. 
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    blade1989 got a reaction from anna1 in Ex had schizophrenia but its still making me depressed   
    Sorry that was a typo.. thenonly thing that hurts me is*
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    blade1989 reacted to nWo in Ex had schizophrenia but its still making me depressed   
    You're being blinded by love, mate. I read it all and it sounds like it's for the best that you move on. Tbh, it's been so long now that most people would have moved on already, but you've been clinging on to the idea of getting back with her all this time and you've never even started to get over her as a result.
    You need to start now, tell yourself it's over. It's gonna be a long road, but you'll gradually start to forget about her. Obviously, there's two sides to every story, but from what I've read, you can't blame yourself, but she seems to be doing alright now so all is good there anyway. 
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    blade1989 reacted to Frank bull in Ex had schizophrenia but its still making me depressed   
    Could take 10 but one day you'll think what was all that about and see her in a different light, but be careful you don't push good women away because of your ex because that will haunt you till you die.
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    blade1989 reacted to sean m in Ex had schizophrenia but its still making me depressed   
    Are you taking YOUR meds  ? 
     
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    blade1989 reacted to Kazza61 in Ex had schizophrenia but its still making me depressed   
    The bottom line is schizophrenia is a devastating illness not only for the person suffering from it but also for their friends and family who slowly loose the person they used to know and see them replaced with someone incredibly different. The sad truth my friend is the girl you loved and who loved you is pretty much gone. Until she is properly treated things will remain chaotic and unpredictable. Even when she is properly treated, it won’t mean her old personality is back. As difficult as it is, it is time to put all this behind you and move on. She has. Unfortunately for you it wasn’t meant to be. Possitively for you though, at least you weren’t married, joint mortgage, kids etc, etc. In short, you probably dodged a bullet.
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    blade1989 reacted to anna1 in Ex had schizophrenia but its still making me depressed   
    Are you insane ? Run as fast as you can 
    didnt even read the whole story 
    the word schizo is enough 
    if you have a Mother Theresa complex sort it with yourself first 
    x
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    blade1989 got a reaction from Rajveer sandhu in Niva lifecare. Has anyone heard of this? Pics   
    Has anyone heard of niva lifecare. I'm planning to buy tren ace.. it looks legit but I don't know.. and it's pretty cheap compared to alpha pharma.. alpha is almost double.. 
    my dealer has brands likr
    phoenix remedies, niva lifecare, medi tech, American labs etc 


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    blade1989 got a reaction from Ajinkya in Using Tbol and anavar in same cycle   
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