toxictoffee

hi people

thought i may aswell document a few of my doings after migrating from over the fence. some of you will know me, some wont and some wont give a monkeys

in short, i am chronoligically 28 and mentally anything between 4 and 72, i have a strange outlook and rarely use smileys to emphaises the nature of my comments

i love training, i am a qualified personal trainer who has recently left the industry full time

i am blunt, curt but mean no harm, i am simply very forward, open and love debating

my story started again in 2004 when i was a bulimic and in bed at 9 and a bit stone doing 4-6 hours cardio a day and wasting away. this has obviously had long term issues both physioloigcally and psychoologically

i am slightly wrong in the head, for that i dont apologise nor does it bother me. if i were a cat i would be on my 11th life so i may aswell accept the good bits and live with the bad bits

after the bulimic phase comen obsessive over eating phase for a year and a half where i put on 7 stone plus and i am still battling food addiction

i have recently stepped on stage for my first time BBing show and plan to make a bash of it long terma nd love everything about it

i am a drug user, i eat 100% clean but have issues with over eating and am very anal

ahhhh fcuk it, shall update some more as i go with a few of my articles, thoughts and training as we look forward to adding a few lean lbs each year on my road to a half ok physique

i have great support from keith, who is a member here

all is cool

d@n

goodluck with the journal m8 i liked the last one

toxictoffee

cheers d@n

we had to 'migrate' for a number of reasons, this one will be a little more raw and no holds barred

so if you would like my list of gear use, ask away;)

d@n

i know a little about your gear use as you have mentioned before your using primo alot, wich i have a question about, its not a med i have ever used of have really looked into myself but i have been told that its basicly like weak deca wich raises the question why not just use deca and proviron wich would be alot cheaper?

toxictoffee

hi dan
i am trying to dodge to progesterone gyno and the androgenic nature of proviron

i am though having the gyno chopped in about 6 weeks assuming it can be fitted in

primo is not noted for gyno, i had the cash and fancied a long stint on it

for my sins, for some stupid reason i have now cut the dose and added a little test into the mix...

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d@n

what are your plans for your cycle after the op?

mart77

I think this bodybuilding road will take you an awfully long way. This journal, like the other one, will be a fantastic read.

Good luck TT.

toxictoffee

dan

primo and var on and off and may run something slight more androgenic with the use of adex, not sure, see where i go

not 100% sure yet, will see where the wind blows me

mart

great to see you here my friend

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Marsbar

TT .. good to see you over here. Will be interesting to read a more 'raw' journal from yourself.

toxictoffee

cheers marsbar

yes i shall be documenting my forthcoming use of DNP in graphic detail

this med excites me, and i will be running it in about 5-6 weeks time for a 7 day blast

i am aware of the nature of the med
i am aware of the sides asscoaiated with it
im sure i will get the obligatory "it kills people" comments after a quick google search has been done
its something i have researched for quite a while now and believe i have a good understanding of the med and the optimum protocol for use in trms of effeciency and safety

should make for some interesting findings

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ah24

Good luck with the DNP dude. Good job starting a journal, will be interesting.

I know you know what ya doing, just be careful mate

toxictoffee

yes mate ran it before

its IMO about

1 - appreciating its cumulative nature
2 - supplying adequate AOs
3 - ensuring optimum hydration
4 - holding CHO intake steady
5 - training to suit

beyond that its the luck of the draw, just the draw is a little bit more in your favour

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ah24

By number 2 = adequate AO's

Anti-Oxidants right?

toxictoffee

yes, correct, although the list wont extend to a crazy list

vit c and e being the main ones

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Marsbar

DNP?? Thought you were bulking at the mo?