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| And It All Goes WRONG
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| prequel : i was in hospital for 4 weeks as i tried to commit suicide and very nearly ended my own life. my heart stopped n had to be restarted i had to be on breathing apparatus and my tempature was 45 degrees celsius with ice all over me, i wake up after a week, get out of ICU in another week, then cant walk so im wheeled around and im in some other ward for 2 weeks...
a month later..
[i] so after a couple of late night calls me and my ex-gf decide to meet up, good idea? perhaps not. so we meet at waterloo, get food n talk, i say ok lets go to mine (not for sex jus grab a drink n keys n get my chain) she says ure parents hate me i say they jus dislike you  she refuses the offer n says we're goin 2 hers, eventually she agrees to go back to my area but not my home,thats cool,screw the chain, i can buy a drink,n sum1 will open the door eventually wiv enough bell rings. we go to sutton (slutton;) we joke about a lot , do some shoppin, eat some food then go see harry potter film (brilliant film but cut bits out n too short) and we..erm..kissed n hugged in the cinema:S lil confused about that as shes got a boy.. couldnt believe 2 hours went by so fast, so anyway i take her to the bus stop, we argue, i take the **** out of her n her boyfriend v hard (shes 3 stone heavier than wen we were a thing) she goes home i give her the finger which is returned n suddenly feel depressed..so i buy a looooad of alcohol n go home. my dad is not best pleased, discussion (see : argument) occurs, and he threatens to have me sectioned.." FOR WHAT I AM PERFECTLY IN CONTROL " okay, so im in a total state of blissful hyperactivately and my liver is in quite bad shape. i break down crying about how they forgot my birthday party and dont ask me how i am. he retorts i shud tell them without asking.
we broker a deal for 1/4 of the drink which i take n go on my way. half of which i gave to a mate over a lost bet he cudnt drink that much (10 BIG STRONG shots) he gets drunk tries to climb out my window. and we end up arguing a tiny bit n i cut him wiv a knife, no biggy we're over it, he even found it funny i told him to cut me back 
lost 30 quid.
right so ive been talking to this girl and we really really clicked in a lot of ways,shes 21 so thats cool 2 years older than me very funny and very mature, we watch "hairspray" girl film so i was flirting with her the whole time and she loved it we had fun.DO NOT WATCH THAT FILM. ever. even under threat of death (they wont do it they dont have the balls! lol.
anyway shes a sister of a younger sister whom i had intercourse with,i dont know what happened really, we got drunk i was v drunk and she asked then begged me to have sex with her, im a sucker for puppy dog eyes .....so we start kissing etc, she wants to keep her top on her breasts are small i tell her i dont care and she takes it off after a while, so in the end we have sex, but i dont orgasm and tell her i did. she knew i was asexual so i called her the next day to come over and talk and chill watch films but no sex , it goes amazing,hugs kissing,nothing more i loved every minute, i always sleep like a baby when a girl is in my bed.
so i kinda still have feelings with my ex, our relationship was bordering on dangerous though and this new girl seems so great..we have a lot of fun and chat online constantly and a little on the phone to..i was in love with my ex, maybe i still am now, i dont know, im the one who foned her first after six months no contact. so what do i do with these girls? discuss please. thank you for reading it was soooo long
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10-08-2007, 07:25 AM
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| | UK-M's Token Aussie
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| Re: And It All Goes WRONG
ill cut my answer short.
it didn't work with your ex once, so it won't again.
if this new girl is so great, what is stopping you? your ex? what is in the past is the past for a reason. move on and find someone better - if this 21 year old is better than go for it..
but in the end mate - you are 19 - not 35.. in the end it is about having fun. don't get stuck on some girl.. if you aren't happy by yourself you won't be happy with someone else.
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10-08-2007, 11:07 AM
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| | Looking Freaky
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| Re: And It All Goes WRONG
Ditto marc,
I am 25 and spent 6 years from the age of 17 to 23 with me ex and in the last few years I wasnt happy but stayed because I was comfortable, now since leaving I think back about all the time I wasted in that relationship and the time I could have spent out with lads and banging myself stupid, what I am saying from this is dont waste anymore of your time on her lad she has a man and it didnt work the first time you guys were together and it aint going to work the second time your together.
There is always a place in your heart for your first true love which I am guessing was this girl you are talking about. This new girl is the one to help you forget about old things and move on to the new, if she makes you happy and you enjoy the time together with her just enjoy each day as it comes and as mark said you are only 19 you have alot of year left. Not being an ass but there is a high chance that this chick wont work out for the long term either, so each one that goes wrong learn by those mistakes and use them to better the next one dude.
All the best lad (women will fcuk with your brain thats what they born to do)
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10-08-2007, 12:02 PM
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| Re: And It All Goes WRONG
I would be more concerned about being asexual... Doesn that mean when you reproduce it will be an exat copy of yourself? 
in seriousness I don't know what to say - i think you should see a shrink (nothing to be ashamed of at all), if you have recently been suicidal - then you have a problem with your brain that needs fixing.
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i had it last week. went into town to buy an iphone, had hassle parking, row with the attendant. Got to the 02 shop sat there for haklf hour listening to the bird talk sh1te, went to pay for it and they said "sorry we're not allowed to take cash". I went fcuking ballistic. Told the manager he was a useless cnut for not taking the national currency, got even angrier and threw the iphone at him. they called the police so i promptly left.......fcuking assholes
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10-08-2007, 12:06 PM
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| | Part-Time W$%ker
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what is up with this thread why are replies being put inside the original post?
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10-08-2007, 01:54 PM
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| | Looking Freaky
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10-08-2007, 02:04 PM
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| | Gym Addict
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| Re: And It All Goes WRONG
Leave girls alone for a bit, perhaps concentrate on yourself?
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10-08-2007, 03:38 PM
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| | Hulking Out!
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| Re: And It All Goes WRONG
doc says im not allowed to train, got to let my body rest as ive taken quite a lot out of it.
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10-08-2007, 03:45 PM
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| | Hitman
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Not allowed to train? What does he say about drinking mate? I can't imagine that's recommended.
Bin the booze and get back in the gym. Failing that I'd seriously consider a brand new start for yourself some where different. It seems to me you can't escape your demons where you are.
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10-08-2007, 03:52 PM
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You will probably be better staying single and finding out a bit more about your self and life in general, as you seem very confused. Having another relationship will only enhance any problems you have, wether its insecurity or low self esteem etc. Take some time out to find out a bit about your self. Being single is cool....been single for 16 months now...I love it, and ive learnt more about myself now than I ever have before. | |
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10-08-2007, 03:54 PM
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| | craving a pizza :(
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| Re: And It All Goes WRONG
Sound advice BOW CHIKA.
Main thing, chin up dude and remember time heals anything buddy
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12-08-2007, 06:20 PM
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| | Gym Addict
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you sound like you really need help mate as megatron said do not be ashamed, all of us need help sometimes. chill out,relax and take time to learn about urself stay clear of women for a while | |
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13-08-2007, 08:38 AM
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| | An absolute fat bastard
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I'm lost for words. Everytime you post it seems as though I've watched an action movie. I think you should see a specialist & I'm not taking the p1ss etc. There are issues there.
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