Because this will only get lost in my journal.....

Weight as of today is 11 stone 2

Measurements

Chest 40
Waist 30.5
Hips 41
Thigh 25
Bicep 13.5
Calf 14.5

Have neglected this but feel the need for a girly whine and foot stamping 'It's Not Fair!' rant.

I am so incredibly fvcked off with being skint. I have spent the last week driving a car that isn't mine, using petrol I haven't paid for, and eating someone else's food. It's a whole big steaming pile of poo and I hate it

The bank are an inordinate shower of tw@ts and deserve to be tortured in horrible and imaginative ways....

My food cupboards will be...

ANd why not, eh?? Have to get it out somewhere and can't get to the gym till later, so.....

What is it with people? Why is it some girls can bat their eyelashes, simper, be all weak and girly and helpless and get people to do everything for them, yet these people are just being manipulated......and they don't care????

Ugh.

I like being me, but at times like this it's frustrating - I sometimes wonder what it would be like to wake up one day looking a total stunner,...

I've been very slack at posting in here recently......it's not good enough and should rectify it soon. I miss being able to rant here in (relative) privacy......keeping a journal is hard work when you're in the sort of mood where you just don't want to talk to anyone....

Drove up to Lin's on Friday.......

Gym Saturday and I was bricking it due to this bloody stupid bench challenge...failed anyway (film in journal lol) but I hate bench and never do it - hope never to have to again!!!

Got shown some other chest exercises that crucially mean I DON'T need a spotter, so I can train properly without having to wander around for half my workout looking for a likely candidate

Have to say Evolution is a bloody marvellous gym and I wish...