poc2k8

well strangely enough im not fat. its weird, i do have a little bit of a belly podge i spose but nothing big.

and before everyone starts thinking the same as lost soul said above "usual bill bicep boy" the only reason i even contimplated it is because im not a gym freak who lives,breaths,eats,sleeps the gym. my hobbie is cars not to win the next strongman competition. (and thats not a dig at people whos hobbie is the gym) im just saying its not my hobbie, i look at it more of a way to reach a goal.

just the same as kitting up my car, i do a certian amount of overtime at work to afford certian parts on certian dates. i think of this the exact same. i have an ideal size id like to be in my head and am 100% focused on doing what i need to do to get to that size on the deadline iv given myself. once iv reached that size ill stop and just do a smaller amount of going on the weights to keep that size. get no bigger, no smaller etc etc...