Green Giant

You can delete this thread as soon as you see it, as it's only intended to pass a message on to you.

I apologise for my thread. Like I say, people are either in disbelief when they hear about my use, think it's complete crock, or shy away. I should have anticipated the response I'd get. I guess, when thinking about it, if people respond in such an extreme way to my use, there must be something wrong.

I'm sure some of you will understand that once you've experience the bliss of opiates, or the wonderful world of hallucinogenic druugs, reality all of sudden becomes extremely bland and dysphoric. I just can't face getting home every evening without getting off my face. It feels asif I've earned it and that I deserve it after a hard day's work.

I can understand how most of you will find the idea of a -user up with needles and using class A druugs everyday a little hard to comprehend.

Anyway, I'm not trying to justify myself; only to apologise. I suppose that sort of talk is innappropriate on a bodybuilding message board.