toxictoffee

hi people

thought i may aswell document a few of my doings after migrating from over the fence. some of you will know me, some wont and some wont give a monkeys

in short, i am chronoligically 28 and mentally anything between 4 and 72, i have a strange outlook and rarely use smileys to emphaises the nature of my comments

i love training, i am a qualified personal trainer who has recently left the industry full time

i am blunt, curt but mean no harm, i am simply very forward, open and love debating

my story started again in 2004 when i was a bulimic and in bed at 9 and a bit stone doing 4-6 hours cardio a day and wasting away. this has obviously had long term issues both physioloigcally and psychoologically

i am slightly wrong in the head, for that i dont apologise nor does it bother me. if i were a cat i would be on my 11th life so i may aswell accept the good bits and live with the bad bits

after the bulimic phase comen obsessive over eating phase for a year and a half where i put on 7 stone plus and i am still battling food addiction

i have recently stepped on stage for my first time BBing show and plan to make a bash of it long terma nd love everything about it

i am a drug user, i eat 100% clean but have issues with over eating and am very anal

ahhhh fcuk it, shall update some more as i go with a few of my articles, thoughts and training as we look forward to adding a few lean lbs each year on my road to a half ok physique

i have great support from keith, who is a member here

all is cool