Stanco

I'm probably starting to sound pretty annoying here lol but im on my knees here! I need help. I...JUST...CANT...GAIN...WEIGHT...It's so frustrating when i put my heart in soul into it...It's what i think about 24/7. My next meal....My next workout. I devote so much energy into it, when i see people casually going to the gym, not caring about their diet and gaining an easy 5 kilos of muscle in a couple of months. A couple of my friends just started going to the gym for the past few months and everyone has commented on how much bigger they look, while im still stick thin and ive been training for 4-5 years. The only reason why i havent quit is because this has been my life goal ever since i was like 6 years old. I try and try and try and i just keep failing. "You're not eating enough" they say "You're not training hard enough". For the past month ive been eating so much ive almost vomited after some meals.

I went to my doctor for help, i even asked him if i could get steroids from him. He said no, he said some people just arent gentically inclined to gain weight, he said wait until im 30 when my metabolism slows down, he told me to just accept it. Steroids is not even an option for me anyway because after i stop taking it ill just go back to normal anyway i dont want to take steroids for a long period of time.

The ONE thing i want in life and i just cant do it. I dont want to sound like a weakling little whiner lol, but im just at my wits end...It's not even like i want huge gains, i just want to put on a good 5-10 kg's of muscle. Is it really that much to ask?

I don't know what kind of reply im expecting you guys to say to me, i just felt like getting that off my chest :p