mark

My knowldge is based on the few cycles I have done and the books I have read, along with many posts on this board.......I am no expert, but what I can say for sure is that you can not turn fat into muscle. I can tell you exactly what will happen if you hit gear now. you WILL look fatter......no question about it. any muscle will be hidden under the fat and you will also retain water adding to the fatter look. You have to drop bodyfat first if you want to look better. On the note of cutting cycles, these are pointless for you at the moment. The aim is to drop a couple of %bf while maintaining muscle. They only make a difference when you are already pretty low bf and on a strict diet to shed the last few pounds to get ripped.

Imagine this, look at your duvet on your bed (layer of fat)........put a few mugs, bowls, plates (muscle) under the duvet and you cant see them, no shape, nothing, just looks like a bigger plumper duvet - now if you had a thin sheet on your bed instead (skin with no fat) then put the crockery under the sheet, you could see the shape of them, all the features, the handles blah blah......same with putting muscle on under your layer of fat.......

Mate, I can tell you want to loose the weight. There is no place for gear in that. Diet, diet, diet with some cardio and weights thrown in.......the only way unfortunately. If it was easy then everybody would be walking round like an adonnis.....