Truth, it all stems from school I suppose, being like, 10 stone at 6ft tall, having MENTAL TORMENTING through ALL my school life, getting picked on 24/7 etc.:boohoo:
Now those MOTHER FCUKERS seeing me at 17 stone kinda turns things around etc, and I just like looking big (even thought I got no shape etc):axe:
Also, I WILL be competing in 2007.
Trust me, watch the transformation!!
NEVER had my training sorted or my diet b4, always bummed around on ****ty cycles, super crappy diets and more off than on traiing, but now....ohhhhhh yeah, it's all changed, never been so motivated and dedicated in all my life!!
I'd say i'm DEFINITELY mentally addicted to roids and it doesn't bother me coz i'm in 100% good health, I have regular blood tests and health checks etc, so i'm perfecty fine.
As long as it's not harming me, or anyone else then i'll keep roiding forever.
I'm so screwed up metally, all that makes me happy is my daughter and steroids...the rush it gives you when you gain strength and size and comments you get off people "you are looking big" "you've put on some size" etc is awesome.
so, i'm on the roids for all the wrong reasons, but there's no written law on what MUST be done etc and i'm happy and healthy and harming nobody, so i'm cool dude...yeah, rock on!!!
cheers
Matt